Shall i give ya Despair

I am thinking of Giving you a gift!"Shall I Give you Despair"
Life is so unfair, for once we think that , something good is going to happen to us and at the same time, noone does justice to us.
For a fraction of time we have the moments in our mind that would let us cherish throughout while on the other hand, the beautiful mirror, you have been looking into shatters to shards.
Hope is one thing that never dies! But sometimes it just faints away! Faints from existence as well as reality
It seems as if, something terrible has happened, much worse than the whole earth being engulfed
There are many things that cannot be explained
2 Hours you are sitting with nothing on your mind and it takes just a minute for you to be demoralised.
There are so many people lurking with expectations for you thinking, that you are the one who will bring them something they have been wanting to see in the others or something they couldnt achieve
And it really hurts when you fail them
To fail yourself hurts, but what is more terrible is when you fail someone else

Life doesn't give a second chance
Just one time, you have to use your greycells to analyse how to exploit the best options you got
And later you do have tears rolling, when you realise that you blew your chance

True, sometimes when we look our shadow in the mirror and find it to be attractive we fail to realize that there is a cloak of ego that veils the reflection
It isnt the reflection of Perfection, rather it is a reflection of someone who is so naive , so helpless

It gives immense pleasure if you help someone, but then if you help someone thinking it will help you, on the contrary it destroys you? Is justice given to that?

One night you got so many things on mind, you squeal and you wail so that it would go, but it wouldnt go away as it created a nest in your mind

Yup unless you share things with someone, you cannot live with things
Sometimes you have to spill the beans

People learn from their failures but what about successive failures
It tends to create a hole in your mind that you are good for nothing
Hours of being numb, leaving you with sorrow, tears and remorse

Sometimes your ego tends to blindfold you
You thing that whatever you are doing is perfectly right, but when the tables turn, and the dice is thrown in someone else's favor you tend to realize that whatever you did was a huge blunder

A mistake done once is a mistake
If done twice is Blunder
If done thrice is Folly
And if done again and again is you being a waste for this planet!!

There are so many times when people would just say that its ok dont regret something because life gives you many opportunities
Sure life does that but what when it seems that all the opportunities have been missed.
All the avenues have been closed and the only path that is left for you goes towards your demise?

At instances the glass of your life would just shatter without a reason! Hope dies!!

Its better to die than to live with dead hope!